My Life In Bits and Pieces.

That feeling when you send a risky text in a group chat and nobody pays it any attention. Or when you really like that boy and you want to say something and hint towards it, but they shut it down. Or when your mom is the last one to pick you up at school, and you feel like you are the only person in the whole world. That feeling of loneliness—ya, that feeling fucking sucks. I thought that when I grew up and got older and more secure in myself, I wouldn't dread that feeling as

I still don't know what the hell im doing. Maybe I never will. As I get older and spend more time doing things, learning things, and being things, I have learned that I know less than I ever have. How could I know less now than I did at 16? Yes, I'm being dramatic. My semi-new therapist told me that I am the most well adjusted patient she has. That she wishes other people were as level-headed and thoughtful as I am. What the fuck is that? I dont want to hear that. What the he

As I sit here in my bed, just hours after being laid off, I feel like a weight has been lifted off of my gorgeously tanned shoulders. I...